i'm going to be me as i like myself better than someone else...

the risk of loosing you doesn't effect my love for you 'coz i know that this felling will remaine......forever......

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Ayer Keroh, Melaka, Malaysia
i don't know myself..

my little brother...

my little brother...
i hope i can be happy like him.... thanx adek..........

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......yeah....i know..........

Sunday, July 4, 2010

the second post for today... and the last post for this blog. coz i'm going to write in a new one...

hi there
it's me
:)

well
i've decided to make this as the last post for this blog
why?
hmm...
i actually don't know the answer for that question
so
i can't answer that question
sorry

i'm going to leave this blog
and write in a new blog i guess

so
till we meet again

i end this post with 2 songs that really touched my heart and my feeling.
1. here comes goodbye -rascal flatts
2. only hope -mandy moore



1) Rascal Flatts – Here Comes Goodbye Lyrics




I can hear the truck tires coming up the gravel road
And it’s not like her to drive that slow, nothings on the radio
Footsteps on the front porch, I hear my doorbell
She usually comes right in, now I can tell


Here comes goodbye, here comes the last time
Here comes the start of every sleepless night
The first of every tear I’m gonna cry
Here comes the pain, Here comes me wishing things would never change
And she was right here in my arms tonight, but here comes goodbye


I can hear her say I love you like it was yesterday
And I can see it written on her face that she had never felt this way
One day I thought I’d see her with her daddy by her side
And violins would play here comes the bride

Here comes goodbye, here comes the last time
Here comes the start of every sleepless night
The first of every tear I’m gonna cry
Here comes the pain, Here comes me wishing things would never change
And she was right here in my arms tonight, but here comes goodbye

Why does it have to go from to good to gone?
Before the lights turn on, yeah and you’re left alone
All alone, but here comes goodbye

Oh-oh-oh-oh

Here comes goodbye, here comes the last time
Here comes the start of every sleepless night
The first of every tear I’m gonna cry
Here comes the pain, Here comes me wishing things would never change
And she was right here in my arms tonight, but here comes goodbye


Rascal Flatts – Here Comes Goodbye



2) MANDY MOORE LYRICS


"Only Hope"


There's a song that's inside of my soul
It's the one that I've tried to write over and over again
I'm awake in the infinite cold
But You sing to me over and over and over again


So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands
and pray to be only Yours
I pray to be only Yours
I know now you're my only hope


Sing to me the song of the stars
Of Your galaxy dancing and laughing
and laughing again
When it feels like my dreams are so far


Sing to me of the plans that You have for me over again
So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope


I give You my destiny
I'm giving You all of me
I want Your symphony
Singing in all that I am
At the top of my lungs I'm giving it back


So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope

...............................
goodbye now.
we'll meet again at my new blog
maybe.

it has been a long time...

hai

hmm....

actually

 i got nothing to say

although

there is a lot of things had happen to me

so

maybe it is better for me to go now

so

goodbye

sorry.

not in the mood right now........

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

ntah....

aween x tahu knapa aween x lalu mkn nasi....

kalau aween pegi lunch or dinner,
aween hanya makan lauknye je

kalau breakfast ada nasi,
aween mkn pulak

semua breakfast aween mkn
tapi,
bila lunch or dinner
x lalu nk mkn nasi
ntah kenapa....

well
xpelah
nnti aween akan mkn jgk kot
tapi tak tahu selera aween untuk mkn nasi bila nk datang...

hari mlm smlm pulak
semasa prep
aween sakit sgt kepala
study pown aween x focus
risau aween dgn science

oklah
bye
..........

Saturday, May 15, 2010

16th may... :) happy for you...

hai
i'm soooooooooooo happy today
coz it is my senior's birthday
i'm so happy for her
she's a great senior
walaupun aween slalu susahkn die
i'm so sorry sis...

she looks happy today
so
:)
good...

well
of coz die with him
but
i'm really happy today
: D

okaylah
i need to study
bye now...

Friday, May 14, 2010

last night...

last night
the wind blew
and touched my skin
and my heart

i almost fell asleep outside the dorm
but the wind mcm x bgi aween to sleep
the wind mcm nk britahu something kat aween
but i ignored it and walked away

but now
i wish that i can hear what the wind nk ckp kat aween
well
of course the wind xleh talk to human
rite??

but
still
there's something yg weird about the wind last night
bukan sbb ada org yg kejutkan aween smlm
there's something else

never mind of it
bye now

Thursday, May 13, 2010

2 posts in one day....

in the dorm
feeling nothing
with nothing in my mind
i open my blog for the second time today

and now i'm wandering
hm...
why did some people tipu about something yg actually good to know?
example:
A: did you do this(refer to the beautiful note for A)
B: no.. er.... no. uh...yeah, i mean the answer is no.(weird face) (actually, yeah...i did it.)
A: owh... ah'ha...(suspect something) (then, walk away..)

OBVIOUSLY that the person is lying.. oh, another example:
C: why are you still here at the door?
D: look. i'm talking to someone here. can't you see?
C: owh... really.... (thought that you are waiting for me) (walk away)
D: ......(huh... i'm actually waiting for you..)

rite?
i guess
it's really hard to tell the truth
even to yourself you still can lie
it's really difficult to understand
but it is quiet easy to do althought without the pleasure
but then
we'll regret it

i hate that kind of situation
coz we'll never know what's the real situation yg patut jadi

bye now

it's raining... i love it. coz....

well
hujan
i love it
coz
hujan nie seakan-akan memahami prasaan aween
and turut brsdih
not that i'm in a sadmotion
sadmotion??
weird.....

well
never mind of that
sadmotion?
is that even a word?
who cares...
at least
there's a 'sad' word in it

i don't know why
but
i really like the rain today
love it
i was smiling in the rain
ang hoping that the rain could just clear up my mind

MIDYEAR!!!

hahahaha~~~
yeah...

so,
here i come midyear!!

rain,
smile for me please
now
you can let the sun to shine
thanx 4 being here with me today.....
here comes goodbye.